Transcript
1969 June 27th Inglewood Unit 15 Of Understanding Lee Yates On Otis Carr And Introduces Hope Troxell
Recording structure
- [00:00] Opening remarks and introduction
- [20:03] Main address
- [01:01:17] Development of the main themes
- [01:31:22] Questions and closing discussion
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[00:00] Opening remarks and introduction
Ladies and gentlemen, good evening and welcome again to Understanding Unit 15. First, I'd like to thank all you nice people for braving this unexpected weather, although the paper did say we might have showers. And for you who are here for the first time, may I say that this organization was formed to help bring understanding about interplanetary space travel and related subjects. The purpose being to bring about a greater degree of understanding among all peoples of this earth and making available to them more of the higher understanding of those beings not of this planet. Understanding is a non-profit organization. What net profit is made in the sale of books, donations, and dues is used to continue and expand the activities of this unit and the national organization. We welcome your interest, as shown by your presence here, and wish to extend a very cordial invitation to become a member of this unit whenever you feel so inclined. For more information concerning this, see any of the ladies at the book table at the close of the meeting.
The parent group, Unit No. 1 of Understanding, was formed in 1955 in El Monte, California, with Dan Fry elected as its first president. Today he is president of the national organization. At present, there are 21 units located throughout the United States, and together with our monthly publication, Understanding, our magazine goes not only to our subscribers here in this country, but to those in over 20 foreign countries around the world. We are not alone in this work. Including our 21 units, there is a total of 246 blind saucer clubs. We are the largest study and research groups and publications throughout the three countries of this world. And of that number, 166 are located here in this country in 30 states, from the Pacific coast to the Atlantic and from Texas to Canada. Thus, it would appear that from this information, ever since June 24, 1947, more and more people are becoming interested
and aware of the importance of understanding the world. Of blind saucers, interplanetary space travel and understanding. For on June 24, 1947, Kenneth Arnold, a civilian pilot from Idaho while flying his plane near Mount Rainier, Washington, sighted nine large shiny disc-shaped objects traveling in a column apparently under intelligent control . . . . .
at a speed in excess of 1,200 miles per hour. His report to the newspapers, in which he said they were saucer-shaped, thus created, and the birth of the name Blind Saucers, came into being and has existed down to now. And now for a few announcements before we have our guest speaker of the evening. First, I'd like to say that a pair of ladies' gloves was found at our last meeting and if she is here this evening and will stop at the book table, we'll be glad to give them to her. Second, following our guest speaker's talk, there will be a brief ten-minute intermission followed by a drawing for a door prize, a question-and-answer period, a written question-and-answer period,
and then a playing of a recorded tape from the Galaxy series that we have played before that was presented over a radio station, KBS4. And now, I'd like to introduce our guest speaker, Mr. Gane Meyer. Mr. Gane Meyer is a former speaker here, if you recall, was the one that gave us our talk and explained how these messages were received. And this one tonight will be by the space dean, Kala, on spacecraft. I think it will be very interesting to all of you. The third announcement concerns Otis T. Carr's six-foot spacecraft model
that was to have been given its flight. This is the first time we've had a flight demonstration last Sunday in Frontier City, Oklahoma. It didn't come off. I talked to Gabriel Green of the Los Angeles Interplanetary Space Study Group, and he told me that upon his arrival there, he found that there were approximately between 300 and 350 people interested in this demonstration for now the city, but that for the past week prior to Sunday, Mr. Carr... was confined to the hospital, a very sick man,
very possibly from overwork on this most important project. And coupled with a very tight time schedule to get this project in the air, and mechanical difficulties that apparently seemed to multiply as the date for demonstration approached, it just became physically impossible and mechanically wise to accomplish this fact. And so Gabriel told me that when they left, they did have a high hope that very soon, they do hope to have an announcement that a successful flight has been made. The last announcement concerns our books and our magazines that we have on display here. They're all worthy of your consideration as a step to understanding.
I would especially like to recommend Thank you! These books I have up here, the first one is The Flying Saucer Conspiracy by Major Kehoe, a retired Marine major, especially for those who are new to our organization and this subject and those that would place themselves in the class of interested but skeptical. If you would read the foreword here and the sightings with names mentioned of civilian pilots, airline pilots, astronomers, radar, control operators, I'm sure it will be very interesting and enlightening, to put it mildly.
The second book I'd like to bring to your attention is Adamski's book, which has pictures taken through his telescope, and this is the second book that he has brought out in which he relates his experience in the mothership and his contact with the people in the ship. The third book here is the one, The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. This is a book written by Mr. and Mrs. Bryant, Bryant and Helen Reed, rather. He is a former graduate of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. He and his wife, when they first heard about this, wanted to become more acquainted with the people who were having these contacts to find out what kind of people they were
and how they ticked. So he made this long journey, and this is the result, and it's very enlightening, too, with regard to what they observed. The third book is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The first book I'd like to bring to your attention is Adamski's book, which has pictures taken through his telescope, and this is the one, The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The second book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage.
The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage.
The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. The third book here is The Flying Saucer Pilgrimage. This will give interest to those people especially because it's quite technical and deep. I thought it would be interesting to let you know that Mr. Fry recently received a letter from the Massachusetts Institute of Technology asking him if he would not give them more information concerning this book and his ideas.
It seems that there was a project working on space travel several years ago and their attention was drawn to this book and they found that Mr. Fry had worked out the problem that they were working on a few years before they started. The last book is that of our speaker here, Mrs. Troxell, Wisdom of the Universe. She's also recorded and written a supplemental edition to this called Cosmic Attainment. That and this one here I would say especially to the learned person in understanding the serious person who is interested in the highest possible understanding of this whole subject which find enlightenment and a greater depth of understanding.
It isn't easy. It'll take you several times to consider what is said. It's beautifully written and you'll treasure this particular book perhaps over your development and understanding over a period if you really are serious about this and won the prize book that has helped you in this field. She has also written a small book to the open key of poetry. So during the intermission after closing the meeting, keep these books in mind and if you do look at them and feel so inclined to buy them, fine.
If you don't, that's perfectly all right, too, because I myself have always had to have a feeling about buying a book and going through it. I didn't buy one just before. I bought one just because someone told me, except with one exception, and that was The Dweller on Two Planets that my mother-in-law told me about and some reason I grabbed it because it was the only one out of Dan Fry's understanding meeting and I'm very happy that I did. And now about our speaker, Mrs. Troxell.
She is a businesswoman of long standing, a former college teacher in her children's field of interior decorating. She comes from a long line of teachers. She's a great teacher. She is assistant editor of our magazine, Understanding, vice president of the National Organization and president of the Pasadena Unit of Understanding. And she is going to talk this evening on the subject entitled From Infinity to Earth. And so it gives me great pleasure to introduce our guest speaker of the evening, Mrs. Hope
Troxell. Thank you, Mr. President, and good evening, ladies and gentlemen. This is my first occasion here at your Englewood meeting. I'm very happy to be here. I'm very happy to be here. I'm very happy to be here. I'm very happy to be here. And I'm delighted to find such a fine group and such deeply intelligent people because
this subject does call for depth of learning and depth of understanding. Very recently or rather last Saturday, I returned from a two weeks tour of the great Northwest. And that, too, had been my first experience in traveling north of San Francisco. Been all around the world, but never been north of San Francisco. And I was delighted to see what beautiful country we have in Oregon and Washington State. It was gratifying, too, to find these units of understanding, as well as quite a number of other spacecraft units. Actively busy and highly enthusiastic.
And I was particularly impressed with the enthusiasm of the activity at Tacoma, Washington. Up there, their group is very large, very sincere, very well handled, and people come from many miles around. I think we're going to hear a great deal more about the northwest area. Sightings are frequent there, and I enjoyed a sighting myself on the way back in the form of a large cigar-shaped ship coming through the pass in Oregon. It's the first. Cigar-shaped, I've seen, and particularly at noon, broad daylight, at noon.
Looked like a big silver bar coming head-on this way, except it kind of moved like this. Very interesting. And then suddenly, it was gone. Well, I suppose many of you, quite a few of you at least, have heard of my experiences before. How many have? A few. And the rest of you haven't, and I have some more to add. But what I want to do tonight is to recount the outstanding experiences of which, well,
I stopped counting after 36. That means 36 not only sightings, but personal contacts and so forth. And I'm sure that there have been that many more since. But. Because, of course, I couldn't tell you all of those. I want to give you outstanding types without comment further, and then bring them all together into what seems to be the pattern, to have you understand, as I have understood, why these things are happening to people, and what the result is and will be.
So I would start in the fall. In the fall of 1952, when my two sons and I came to California across the Northern Mountains on a bus, and it was the first time that I had had to take care of them alone. Back east, I was well known and recognized in my profession, but something had drawn me to California. And yet, out here, I was unknown, and the profession is quite different, quite differently handled than it is back home. Back east, it was an uphill road, very uphill, and I found pretty tough going, supporting
these two boys alone, insufficient money, and many problems stacking up, a great many problems were stacking up. Not only bills, my young son, Pete, developed a tumor on his chest over his heart. I couldn't afford doctoring. I was told I had cancer. There were many other things, enough to make any man's shoulders droop and to cap the climax. I quit my job. I quit it because I would not do the unethical practices which were expected in that area
against my clients. I had been trained at Marshall Fields, where the customer was always right. And I had always stood for good ethics. And I refused to do anything else, even though I was called disloyal to the company. I preferred to be loyal to the public, because it had always been my practice. And so I walked out of my job. No money. Tumor.
Cancer. Bills. I remember coming home that night. A huge amount of money. A huge amount of money. A huge amount of money. I had a huge lump in my throat. I had no one to turn to.
No relatives close by. And here I was in California. The boys weren't home. And I came home and went into the dark kitchen and beat my fists against the refrigerator and sobbed. And finally I said, God, help me. I have nowhere else to turn. It was the first time in my life.
But the first time I had ever been in the city at night. And I had gone to church. It was Easter. And I had been raised in the country. I had been called to church. And the church had a lot to say. And it would always be the same thing. It was the first time that I had been called to church.
But it was the first time that I had appealed, so. Oh, yes, I had gone to church. Easter and Christmas. To show off, I had. Oh, yes, I had been sent to Sunday school. And somehow when I was nine years old, I had come—or six, I'm sorry, when I was six years old, I had come home with a Bible, having won it at the Sunday school. But it had lain dusty on the shelves all these years.
And somehow I had been sent to Sunday school. But it had lain dusty on the shelves all these years. And so I felt pretty bad to be pounding on the refrigerator and saying, God, help me, because my back's to the wall. But you know, not at that moment, but from that moment, things began to happen. The next morning, a firm called me, and I had a job. One weekend, not too long after that, when I had been in a coma for a week.
And that weekend, I got up on my feet. And in less than two days, a miracle happened. And I had no more symptoms. And I returned to work, whole. And my son's tumor went down in half an hour while he was waiting to see the doctor. And wonderful things were happening. Why, I didn't know, except that I had made up my mind
that in my blundering, unknowing way, I would try, somehow, to stumble out a prayer each night before I went to bed. And so it was, in this hard work of working six days a week and teaching three nights a week at Glendale College, and spending two other nights a week in preparation for the college work and for my profession, that I was tired. Dog tired. But somehow, all the problems were beginning to fall, fall away.
One at a time, they fell away. I had more energy. I could work far into the night with more energy than I had before.
[20:03] Main address
It was my habit to work. So, two, three, or four o'clock in the morning, every night. And once in two weeks, I would work clear through the night to accomplish these goals. Sundays were devoted entirely to the kind of work that most women take all week to do every day. I had to do it all on Sunday. So there was no time for fun, or play, or church. We couldn't afford a television. I didn't take time to listen to radio. We didn't have a newspaper because the boys had to study and I had to work. I'd never heard about flying saucers. And so it happened one
night that I was working and sitting at this little table beside a big bay window in this one-bedroom apartment. And the boys had gone to bed. And it was sometime between 11 and 2, I don't recall, that I was just winding up this work, this paperwork for the classes, and began to put it away, thinking to myself, I must try again to say some kind of a prayer. And as I was folding up the papers, I heard a man speaking outside the window. And he was speaking in a beautiful voice. And I thought, well, who's talking like that at this time of night? And so I parted the
curtains and looked out up on the bank at the road. And in the moonlight, I couldn't see anyone. And then suddenly, it seemed as though that voice was coming down from upstairs, like maybe the radio. And then all of a sudden, I realized it wasn't that, that that voice was everywhere, just everywhere. Everywhere in this room. All around me. I was in it. And I sat stiff and cold and chilled, thinking, what, what is this? What's happened? What am I hearing? And then I thought, oh, Troxell, you are tired. You have been working too hard. Oh, heavens. And when he stopped speaking, I shut off the light quickly and went to bed.
I didn't dare to tell the boys. I determined I'd better get more sleep. A few nights later, as I was working again, the same thing happened. Again, this wonderful voice, deep and rich and resonant and rolling. What's he saying? And I began to try to listen even though I was frozen to the spot. And what he was saying was beautiful. Beautiful beyond words. Oh, oh, if I could just remember it. But then I thought, no, I've heard of religious fanatics. He's saying something, sounds sort of biblical. I must get more sleep. So again, I shut off the light quickly and went to bed.
The third time this occurred, I was still using the pencil on my notepapers. And when I began listening again and realized being the greatest person in the world, the great depth and the importance of what this man was saying, I forced myself to start writing what he was saying. And from that moment, for three and one half years, I recorded the wisdom of the universe. There were different people that spoke, different men, different subjects. And I will never forget the recording of the chapter on mind. The mind of God and the mind of man.
And it was during this recording that we had moved to another apartment. A rather modern apartment. More spacious. Things were better. And I recall that on a Sunday morning, I was awakened about five o'clock. When I'd only gone to bed at two. Awakened wide awake at five o'clock on a Sunday morning. And swung my legs out of that bed and sat on the edge of the bed looking out this large picture window. At the sun streaming up on the clouds, showing a pink glow on the clouds. And I smelled the fresh air.
How beautiful is the morning when you're not working. What am I so wide awake for? Five o'clock. I always sleep till eight on Sundays. And wide awake is the middle of the afternoon. But how beautiful. And what a beautiful pink cloud. Great huge cloud. All pink. And then it began to move. And it began puffing out. And out from the middle, out from the middle, came a long silver ship.
So long I couldn't see the beginning or the end of it. Round and streamlined. And there were dots along the side. What is this? And I climbed up and hung onto the windowsill. And stared and stared and thought, what's the army got out now? What a huge beautiful thing. Why is this five or six or seven times bigger than any drigible I've ever seen?
And shining like chromium in the sunlight. But it was funny. I had the feeling I was being what? And then the clouds covered it. And I sank down in the bed. What was that? Beautiful ship. A couple of weeks later, my younger son and I went north to San Francisco, north of San Francisco, to visit my older son, who was then stationed with the army in the guided missiles department.
He took us for a ride up Mount Tamalpais. And when we got up the top, I pointed out a big cloud to him and I told him what I had seen. And I said, well, maybe you can't tell me, but what's the army got out now? It's a huge beautiful silver ship. And he listened patiently, hanging his arms over the wheel. And then he said, that wasn't the army's. I said, well, what was it?
He says, that was a mothership. I said, a mothership? Well, what's that? He said, that's what they keep the saucers in. We track them on radar all the time. So he told me about saucers. Then there was the epic occasions of the three disappearing men. We were still at this modern apartment. And when we had moved in here, although we had stood in line for approval,
my younger son and myself and our beautiful pedigreed show dog, the collie, the owner had said immediately after we moved in, if I ever catch that dog off its leash, I will shoot it. So this didn't set very well, but I agreed that we would always keep her on her leash. And I understood about people's property. And I respected people's property. And he wouldn't have to worry. So on this occasion, Pete had gone.
Pete, my son, who was then 18, had gone east for the summer. The owner came to me. The owner came to me one Friday night from upstairs in this duplex. He lived upstairs. We lived down. And he said, I realize Pete isn't here, and we're going away for the weekend. I hope you won't be afraid to be alone. And I said, I'm never alone, and I'm never afraid.
Anyhow, I have the collie, but thank you for thinking about it. So that night and the next night, I sat in the bed. And each night, about 1130, I always took the collie for a walk. But this night, it was only about 1030. And I was trying to read. And although Star is a very well-trained animal, she began pacing the living room from front picture window to back picture window. And it was quite annoying and intolerable. And finally, I decided to tie her on her double leash to the front doorknob outside.
And let her sit on the little cement porch with a light on. So she did. And she seemed to be pretty content to sit out there and watch the cars go by. So after a while, as I was reading, I heard a man walk down from the road, down the cement driveway, which is about 50 feet. I heard him speak to Star. I heard her get up and wag her tail, clump it against the door. All her little chains and things were rattling. And she said, I'm sorry.
And then he walked across the cement walk in front of the big picture window and spoke to her some more. And she was still wagging her tail and jangling. And I thought to myself, that's the owner coming home. And all of a sudden, I realized, well, no, he's gone for the weekend, whatever that is. I looked up at the clock on the mantel. It was 1115. I looked up at the window, and I could see the shadow of a man standing beyond the casement, the drawn casement curtains. So I put down my book and quickly walked to the door a matter of 10 feet, opened it.
There was no one there. Star was standing stretched to the length of her double leash, staring into a spot about six feet above the ground over the point where I had seen the man. You never saw such a confused look on a dog's face. And she looked at that spot and then looked all around and looked back at the spot and finally leaned forward and smelled the ground where he'd been standing. Well, I couldn't figure this out either. So I said, well, Star, you better come in. And I brought her in, and I sat down and said to myself, don't think. Don't think.
But I couldn't tell Star that. She kept running back and forth to that front window and coming to me for explanation and finally laid down with a snort. Gave up. The next week when my son returned, I told him about this, and he says, oh, mother, heaven's sakes, you're hearing voices and now this. I said, well, all right. We'll talk about it. So it wasn't too long after he returned, a few days, when I had said to him, Pete, I wish you'd take Star for a walk tonight. Because I hurt my foot and I've got a shoe on one foot and a slipper on the other, and I can't walk very well.
And he said, well, mother, I'm busy. If she's anxious to go, you start, and I'll catch up with you and take her from there. So, again, it was towards 1130, 1115, so. And I started up the driveway with her on a leash. And I got up to the road, and she started pulling and pulling so hard on the leash that I couldn't hang on to her, couldn't keep up with her. So I looked all around and realized that everybody all down the street had gone to bed. There wasn't a soul awake. The only lights on were ours.
So I thought, oh, well, he won't see me upstairs. I'll let her go. So I threw the leash over her back, and she ran down the road to her favorite vacant lot. Vacant lot way down in the corner. And just at that moment, I realized he was watching me. Oh, this will be the night he'll see it and he'll shoot that dog. Well, he's not going to shoot my dog. I'm going to see this.
So I stood there, real defiant-like, thinking, looking up on the second floor of the deck up there, thinking, well, where is he anyhow that he's watching? He's not going to shoot that dog. I couldn't see him. It was all dark. So I pretended I wasn't looking. And I looked down the street. There wasn't even a moon. There wasn't even a street light on.
No lights anywhere. Just our light blurring out on the lawn. No lights. So then I saw him. He had moved from the back of the upper deck forward and was standing with one hand on the brick wall, so, and the other on a post, so. His head up was in shadow and he was cut off about as I am by the railing. He had on a white shirt, turned back at the collar, rolled up at the sleeves. And there he stood.
And there I stood. And then I thought, well, this is awful, silly and unchristian. I'll speak to him. That'll soften him. So I stepped forward and just opened my face to say, good evening, Mr. When he went out like a light. Only it wasn't like a light because a light goes out this way with a filament last. And he went out this way with a light all around him last. Well, my knees began knocking together.
My eyes were fixed on that spot. The ground was coming up towards me. What's the matter? And at that moment, Pete comes running out of the apartment and I grabbed him as he goes past and I said, Pete, Pete. I couldn't even speak out loud. And I said, look up there. Do you see a man standing up there? No, it's all dark up there.
And I said, well, do you see anything that would make me think I saw a man standing up there? Well, mother, there's nothing up there for heaven's sakes. What's the matter with you? Go in and lie down. So I did. I did go and lie down. And I thought, but how could it be? I was going to speak to him.
I thought it was my neighbor. He had on a white shirt. There was a light around him. Round and round and round. I couldn't figure that out. I knew that I had seen it. How could I have been confused? Then the third time in broad daylight.
There was no confusion about this. It was six o'clock on a hot August afternoon. My studio at the time was in. San Marino. On Huntington Drive. It was a Monday. And many of the stores on Mondays. Monday afternoons were closed, particularly in a hot summer.
I had told my assistants not to bother to come down because it was so hot. Outdoors. But the studio was cool as a cucumber and I was going to do some work in the office. So I had Star tied out on the patio of the studio. Out under the apricot tree. And I worked there having left my car across the street at the 76 station to be lubed. And I asked them to please have it back to me by 530 so I could go home. So when 530 came I locked the front door and I locked the back door.
I sat out on the patio waiting for them to bring the car. And they didn't bring it. So finally I thought well you silly girl why don't you take the dog and go across Huntington Drive. Even though it is a wide difficult street to cross with a dog. It's not impossible. Go on over and get your car. So it was about 6 o'clock by then or a little after. So instead of opening and shutting doors and going through the studio to do so.
I decided to go around the group of buildings. Real estate office, barber shop and so forth. Go around these buildings and down the path to Huntington Drive. There was a large open field there. And out in back were oh long stretches. It was a long stretch. Asphalt where the cars parked ordinarily for businesses. There wasn't a car there.
So pulling Star along I went around these buildings and started to go down the path. And as I started I saw a man coming towards me. A very nice looking man. He was about 5'8". Very broad shouldered. Fine build. He had a white shirt. Opened the car.
Rolled up the sleeves. And he had gray flannel slacks on. Impeccably tailored. A rather fair complected person. With the most beautiful blue eyes you've ever seen in a man. But what seemed strange was that he had a battered felt hat on his head. Well he was so well groomed that this felt hat didn't look quite right. Particularly in San Marino where men don't wear hats.
Unless it's a silk one. And as he came towards me. These wonderful blue eyes looking not only at me. But into me and through me as though he had always known me. A very different kind of a look that most men give I'm afraid. And at the same time a very radiant smile on his face. And all the time he came towards me he never changed that fixed look of his eyes. No expression.
And as he got immediately beside me. Still looking directly at me. He said. Hello. Only I wish I could say it. It was like a chord of music. It was rich. And depth.
And wonderful melody. It was resonant and strong. And I thought. Where have I heard that voice before? And then I thought. Well where's he going? He doesn't know. He doesn't live or work around here.
There's nobody out there. There's no cars out there. Stores are all closed. And so after a discrete few steps I turned to see where he was going. In all that field and parking lot. There was no man. Then there was the occasion of the three huge spaceships over Mount Wilson. At five o'clock.
In the summer afternoon. As I was going home early. So huge. No telling how big. But I do know. That there was a small plane. Circling Mount Wilson. And as Mount Wilson comes up in a point so.
A little plane on one side. And these three big ships in formation like three eggs. In the basket of the. Of the mountain. On the other side. Filling this area completely. This little plane. Scuttled around and came back.
And as it approached. One of the. Nearest ships. I could make the size comparison. That little plane looked like a fly. A mere speck. Of black. In comparison to one of those ships.
And I was so excited because the light had flashed on them. There they just sat. And I thought. Oh why doesn't somebody see this. How wonderful. And so I. Tried to stop people. Whizzing home along.
Along the street. Don't ever do that. If you see a ship. You keep looking. Because nobody else is going to care. Believe me. They're much more interested in going home. And I wanted to say.
Look. Space ships. They'd have thought I was crazy. And I looked back. Two of them had gone over the mountain. With a small plane. What happened? I don't know.
I missed it. And the third one was floating out over Azusa. Floating and floating. And there it hung. Like an orange ball. For fifteen minutes. Way off in the distance. There were many, many such experiences.
Such sightings. But then I heard about the convention. Very interesting manner too. But I won't go into that. And then I heard that other people had heard voices down through the tops of their heads. Other people had seen disappearing men. And I felt much better. Ever so much better.
Other people too had had sudden healings. Pete for quite a long time had never seen a spaceship. He told me afterwards he was really getting ready to take me to an institution. And I guess maybe this is what saved me. One night we came in from the studio having had supper in transit. And we got home about 9.15. And as I came in the door, I heard this clear voice saying something that I startled to hear. Because it was not the same sort of thing that I'd been listening to before.
And I walked under the danium, listened, and it came again. Go to the corner where a foot hits the ground. Go to the corner where a foothill meets foothill on the curve. Be there by 9.30 sharp and you will see something you will not forget. And I hesitated. Was I hearing right? This was a directive. It was not the same sort of thing I'd been getting.
And once more, louder, identical wording. And I called to Pete. Pete, I said, let's go. Let's go. We have nothing to lose. Let's go and see. So we jumped in the car. We just had time to make it.
And we clipped along foothill boulevard to where foothill met foothill on the big curve. And Pete says, where will I stop? And I said, I don't know. I don't know a thing about it. Well, over there, we can see a long ways. So we pulled up there. He said, what do we do now?
I said, I don't know. We got out. And I looked all around, kind of confused. And suddenly, as loud as beside me came the voice, look to the northwest. And we ran around the car and here it comes over the mountain. 9.30. Just silence. Orange up here.
Gold. Black. Hovered. Less than half a block away. About 50 feet over the treetops. About 30 feet wide, approximately. As it crossed the road, it was as wide as the road. How wide are roads?
30 feet? 50 feet? Dipped. And slowly went on. Pete was convinced. He'd seen the ship. Mother was safe. So after that, he saw the four that went over the house.
So, and two more. Right in the sunlight of another late afternoon, he says, well, the tops are whirling, aren't they? He's seen many. He's been hearing. Mother is safe. Then there was the occasion in Oakland. I spoke at Oakland to about 300 people a second time. Down in front here, it seemed to be a spotlight on three men.
Way at the back of the room, there seemed to be a spotlight on someone. The rest appeared to be in darkness. And they were in darkness. I was giving on this occasion some of the scientific information which had been given me, which is not included in the wisdom book. And consequently, it had been announced, and there were present in that group quite a number of engineers and physicists and doctors and lawyers and such men. And after an hour and a half talk, there was a half hour of questions and answers.
And then there was another period when it seemed 15 of these engineers, et cetera, were standing solid around me, asking questions, making notes, when someone touched my elbow through the group. And I looked, and here was one of the three men who had been sitting here. And he said, may we see you afterwards in private, please, Mrs. Troxell? I said, sure, and immediately forgot it. So finally, the janitor swept us out. And as I got out in the outer corridor with the last few stragglers,
here were these three men standing, and I thought, oh, I forgot. So I ushered the other people on. And I stepped forward. And immediately, I seemed to walk into a circle of light. The heavyset man introduced himself as one of the Rosicrucian leaders in San Francisco. The tall, blond fellow smiled. He had the most penetrating blue eyes that looked into me and through me, and a radiant smile.
And he said, I am Harry. And my heart jumped. And I thought, hold on, Troxell, there's lots of Harrys in the world. But I was remembering. I was remembering that some three months before, that a ship had stood over our house, high up, dictating information, which I was taking directly on the typewriter this time.
And then a jet had come, and I could hear this jet coming. And their ship was going higher. And for the first time, I don't know why, it never occurred to me to ask before, but I said, who are you in my thoughts? And I couldn't get the answer because the jet had come in. And the ship was going higher. And he says, call me Harry. But before the ship had gone, he had said,
a man in San Francisco will want to see you. But I hadn't planned on going to San Francisco at that time. And here was this tall, good-looking man with the blue penetrating eyes and the radiant smile saying, I am Harry. A man in San Francisco wishes to see you. And I said, I'll be happy to go with you. And it never once occurred to me to question because there was a wonderful feeling, a warmth, a trust, a brotherly love that we do not understand nor know on earth.
And the short one, the dark-haired, curly-haired fellow. You might class him as Italian or Spanish. Handsome chap. I took him for 19 and he said he was 38. He stepped forward and he said, In fact, he looked at me with this penetrating look and the radiant smile, but a serious penetrating look that seemed so separate from the radiant smile. And he said, Mrs. Troxell,
when you mention the three disappearing men tonight, did you not understand what happened to them? Did you think they just disintegrated? I said, well, I don't think I really know what then happened. understand it he says then understand this there is no difference between the third and the fourth density only a difference in manifestation and every mental question i had was answered aloud before i asked it and we agreed it was too late that night to go to san francisco and they said we'll come for you in the morning and i said i'll i'll get you the address where
i'm staying i'll have to look it up they said we know where you're staying and i said well how can you i have a note myself i said we know where you're staying we'll pick you up and the next morning he picked me up and i spent four hours in a hotel in san francisco meeting the man from san francisco who is an earth man but a contact with the brothers during that time one of them said to me mrs troxell what we have to say to you now is in the strictest confidence and for one half hour or more i cannot remember what was said at all i remember having that period punctuated by hilarious laughter from the two boys i call them young men
you but i don't know what they were laughing about but there were things said to me which are most remarkable and makes me realize the tremendous position we are in and how many of these fellows are working right amongst us i know how many in california working for our good just recently there were two of the men from randall schmidt's ship that came into the store where i work and lolschmidt provided i'll tell you who that is w j sloan beverly hills schmitty verified this the tall one the most bronzed of the two i would call
them bronzed schmitty says it's a good warm suntan handsome man got on the elevator and rode up to the fifth floor but as much as i wanted to know where he was going i knew that he knew i was was Snoopy if I went along, so I got off on three. And two days later, the other one, the one that two, both of these men, had come into Embassy Hall when Schmitty was talking there. As people were leaving, they had run down the steps of Embassy Hall and marched quickly up to Schmitty, who was on a platform, still answering personal questions. And he had swung around and grinned and beamed his incredible grin at them, shook their hands, and they spoke to him briefly and walked out, directly past me, looking at me, so I knew
who they were. Schmitty had said, they're from the ship, to me. And when they were in Sloan's, of course, I knew it because I was close to them. What are they doing there? Testing the minds of people? More about that. I had been told some time ago that I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put to the test. I had been put there, that far from my home in Altadena, for a purpose. Each of us have a purpose. I knew that that purpose was not just decorating. It was not just feeding us. It was not just business. I was told that I had to somehow help to reach the people
in business because they were so hard. It's still hard to do. These men were testing. I knew exactly which ones they would go to, and I found out afterwards. Any of you hear about the sirens being set off in Pasadena, Altadena, Monrovia, Arcadia, Los Angeles, three weeks ago? That was the night that I was preparing to leave the next morning for my northern tour. Packing, et cetera. 9.30. And I suddenly heard these sirens go off, and like I was shot out of a cannon, I was out on the front lawn looking up. And here it came, this big golden saucer, throb, throb, throb, throb, throb, throb, throb, throb, throb, real slowly, right over the house.
That's their path. I've seen them lots of times. It was so light and so bright and so big that I could see the windows in the turret. And it went slowly throbbing with all these sirens going all over Pasadena, Arcadia, Monrovia. South Pasadena, Los Angeles, noise, and here it was, we got lost in the noise, down over Pasadena where it stayed, hovering, and it was gone. And little by little, very strangely, the sirens go down. Twenty light come up and go down. They don't all go down in one area. They're not shut off. This I couldn't figure out. But I heard later, at 12 o'clock, from a friend, that the radio announcer was trying to cover up fast, all flubbing it up.
Yes, there was something going on. We don't know what it was. It wasn't an alarm, folks. Never mind. It wasn't an alarm. We don't know what set off the alarms, but it wasn't an alarm. Maybe it was a ham operator. This is just the beginning. When those fellows can come across and with their wonderful magnetic field can toot our whistles and blow our horns to make people look up, good. We've got to wake up, we've got to look up. We have to know what's going on. And it's high time we do. We've been deaf long enough, and blind. And in a rut. Looking down. We have to learn to look up. In more ways than one. Because things are happening
in the world. And the coming of these men means a tremendous thing, to you, and to me, me into our civilization, to our very existence. Actually, the comparison was given for me on the platform at Oakland. I seldom am given something directly as I'm speaking, but it was given, and I gave it out as I heard it. And that's the best comparison I've ever heard. But other folks have picked it up. News commentator in the East used it. Maybe he heard it, too. Who knows? It's the comparison of the blind men and the elephant. Do you know the old fable? About five blind men went to see an elephant? Something like this it went. I won't give you the whole fable. So one of them feels his tail, and he says, oh, I see, the elephant
is like a rope. And he says, oh, I see, the elephant is like a rope. And he says, oh, I see, the elephant is like a rope. And he says, oh, I see, the elephant is like a rope. And another one feels his legs, and he says, oh, I see, the elephant is like a tree. Another one spreads his hands out to the side, and he says, oh, I see, the elephant is like a wall. And then they all argue together, because each one has seen the elephant. Well, this thing's a darn sight bigger than an elephant. It's as though we are standing behind a huge wall to the universe. And we are. But there's little slits in that wall.
Just little slits in that wall. And so the scientist climbs up on his stepladder, and he looks through his slit, and he says, this is the way it is, you folks down there. I see it. This is the way it is. And the astronomer
[01:01:17] Development of the main themes
climbs up, and he looks through his slit, and he says, this is the way it is. I can see it. And the engineers climb up, and they say, this is the way it is. And the metaphysician climbs up, and he looks through his slit. And the spiritualists climb up, and they look through their slit. And the psychic observers climb up, and they look through their slit. And then they all argue together because each one has seen the eyes. It's your slit. A little slit. Not knowing that those slits begin to make a pattern together, a huge panorama.
All in one. And we have to learn to widen those slits into windows to heaven to begin to understand that panorama. That tremendous picture. And then we have to widen those windows into doorways to heaven where we can go out and they can come in and we'll begin to understand the universe. In all its ramifications and densities and dimensions, there is so much to know. And these people who are coming are coming in different densities. To help to awaken us. To the fact that there are other things than what we with our limited eyesight and limited hearing and limited senses have so far learned.
We have much to know. For these people are thousands of years ahead of us in intelligence, in science, in all the cosmic wonders that they give me in this book. They spoke. They spoke at lengths of truth and faith and men of wisdom and men of peace and men of God. And these are not what we're used to seeing. They're rich and beautiful. So vastly more beautiful than we have ever tried to comprehend. I'm happy to say now and interject that this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life.
That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life.
That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. That this book, The Wisdom of the Universe, was told me at the beginning of my life. I'm happy to say. Likewise, it was very interesting to hear from Dr. Frederick Bales, who had been head of the Science of Mind Church of Los Angeles. Many of you perhaps know of him, radio and TV lecturer and great teacher, head of the Science of Mind Church. He had written me concerning this book, a letter which I cherish, in quite a full page. And he too had said, this is truly an inspired and divine work. He said, I predict that it will become a textbook for the churches. The identical words that were given by the credits. And now Dr. Joseph Larson from San Francisco is... Using this book as a text in a series of lectures, one in Portland, where he spoke three times a day for a week, with this as a textbook.
He said it's the most remarkable thing he has ever encountered. And Dr. Bales said, there is more meat to every sentence than you realize at first. So, when they spoke, when they gave me the chapter on mind, which is a wonderful study, it is not really difficult to read, if you thought so. You can read it through and say, oh yes, that's very nice. It reads easy. And then you open it again some morning and say, wow, gee, that's got something. And I've had letters from people all over the country, and ministers, who have said they keep this decidedly. And I've read them at night, and read it before they go to bed.
But the chapter on mind is quite an interesting study. And it's pretty important to us right now, in connection with this whole subject. There were two charts given me, one which, if you look at it carefully, looks very much like the cross-section of an apple, a piece of fruit, a heart, many things. One, man with seeds in the middle, and the fruit of his spirit, and the fruit of the atoms of his body, what he does with himself. There's a lot in this, and it has to be read in halves. Because, as the brothers have said, and in another treatise not included in this book, I wish it had been, this book of the duality of life, something that I knew nothing about, because I think I've prefaced all my story tonight by saying I knew very little about the Bible, about anything but my work. When, in the course of this dictation, references were given to Micah, to Jeremiah 36, to Matthew 13.
Where do you think I looked for Matthew? In the encyclopedia. And when I discovered these came from the Bible, and how little I knew, I wept hot tears. Because every reference that was given by chapter, verse, and number verified what was being said. Verified it. But this was simpler and more expansive, and in today's language. And since, under their direction, Dan Fry calls them the boys upstairs. Under their direction, I was told to read, concerning the Dead Sea Scrolls, the ancient books, the lost books.
I was directed to the book of Enoch. Did you ever hear of the book of Enoch? Enoch, seventh from Adam. The man who was translated. The one who walked with God. Mentioned only twice in the Bible, but that he had recorded works. Three hundred and sixty-six books, and those books are just coming to light. And Enoch had said, in those books, which I have fretted and finally found, the translations of which we have.
Taken from ancient scrolls. . . Ancient tablets being pieced together. And Enoch told about the sky gods coming in the last days. He says they will come again, and people will be awakened to their own wisdom. Enoch said this two thousand years before the flood. Enoch predicted the flood identically. When you read it, you could be sitting in front of a television show.
It's that clear. It's not veiled like our Bible. It's written like a story. And Enoch predicted the Israelites crossing the Red Sea. And I'm sure that description would have sufficed for the picture of the Ten Commandments. And Enoch predicted the last days, and the actions of the nations, and our actions, and the nation of chariots. And the people of hard hearts and deaf ears. And this was said in the Bible.
And all through the ancient records, the Dead Sea Scrolls, whether it's the Old Testament or the New, we find many references to things which are happening today. Because they were predicted only this way. And not that we're going to have the end of the world. The world's going to keep right on going around. But world, in the Greek, was written eon. And the brothers have said we are at the end of an eon. An eon, I understand, to be approximately 26,000 years.
And they tell us that we've had 26,000 years, or an eon, of time. To work out our, what Jesus called, salvation. Because we're the scum of the solar system. We couldn't live the laws of Cosmos, and we can't yet. We were given but ten laws when we were planted here, and we've broken all of them. And we were given two more, and we still can't live them. And we're imprisoned on earth because we cannot live the laws of Cosmos. And not until we can,
will we escape. And they've sent teachers and teachers. But we don't listen. Back to the mind. The mind of man. And the mind of God. And we read it in halves. Because everything is of two parts, as the brothers said.
All life is of two parts. The leaf with the stem down the middle. Man and woman. Day and night. Life and death. All things are of two parts. And so is the mind. That mind we call it, of man.
Of which we are only using one half, because we are so self-important. That one half of the mind, which is only of the five senses. That's the half we use. I saw this, he read that. She heard so and so. Round and round and round. And so we go on the five senses. And only once in a great while will someone listen to the higher teachings.
And suddenly we have an Einstein or a Beethoven. And then all the world latches on to it. There's a step more to go. Hitching on to somebody else's reaching. But if in this half of the mind that we're living in, that five senses, we still are given one huge power. And the only power that man has been given is a power of choice. That man has chosen himself.
But this is the door. He may choose himself. Or he may choose the other half of all that mind which is the mind of the Creator. And if he chooses and reaches out to the Creator, he has all wisdom. All knowledge. All truth. All ideas.
All ideals. All things and all wisdom of the universe. Because it's there to be had. If we will choose that which is not himself. But man has chosen himself. How many times and in how many ways did Jesus try to tell us this? That you must lose yourself to gain. And now why is it that we are imprisoned on earth?
And all these high beings of intelligence beyond words are coming here to look us over? And see why is it? Why now do we think we're going to blow up this earth? How did they get so much smarter than we? Because they have reached out. They've reached to their Creator who knows all things. And they know they know nothing without him. Jesus told us this.
I can't of myself do nothing. But people of earth, we know it all. And we're about to blow ourselves up. And we hate each other. And we've gone through every anti-Christ attribute. Hate and greed. And stubbornness. And self-destruction.
But out there in a serious fellowship. And can do all things. Because they subject themselves. And love their Creator. And listen. We speak of central intelligence. We don't know central intelligence. They know central intelligence.
And they listen to central intelligence. This is why they're advanced. And we're not. We listen to each other. We listen to the man around the corner. And the man that's head of the state. What about the man that's head of the cosmos? What about that solar government?
Of which earth cannot be a part. Because we can't play the rules. We don't know how to follow the laws. Even the ten commandments. And so we can't be in that cosmic government. Nor the galactic government. Nor the tremendous cosmic government with a central intelligence. Which sends out all orders.
And these fellows who's up in their ships say repeatedly. We get our orders from above. They say it with reverence and respect. We get our orders from above. And where do we get our orders? Ourselves. We're important. We've got our five senses.
People. The message about there. Amongst many other messages is. Listen. Listen to central intelligence. We were given three sources for tremendous knowledge. And we have every right to be as intelligent and as advanced. As any of these people.
The highest of them. Jesus told us of the spirit of truth in man. And how many people know it and understand. The boys out there listen. To that inner voice. That spirit of truth. Which is in every man. Which guides him and directs him to the rightness.
And they understand that high spirit. We call the high spirit. Which keeps them going in a high plane of thinking. And consequently they are privileged. To listen to the wisdom. From all the universe. Poured down to the highest powers and beings. Of God himself.
Because they have earned it. But what have we earned? Money. We've made a god of money. We don't understand the term earn. But we're going to. We're going to. This book of universe of thought.
Think of it. A whole universe of thought. Constantly thought is out there. For thought is energy. Thought is a power. And our scientists are just beginning to have a smattering knowledge of it. The tremendous power of thought and energy. They tell us that we don't need radio sets.
We are radio sets. We are receiving and sending sets. And those of us who have been receiving, hearing, telepathically or whatever you want to call it. From the brothers 64 miles up. Or anywhere. Recognize why we are radio sets. No wonder Jesus calls deaf and blind. We haven't even made use of the five senses.
Not even all the powers of the five senses. Because we haven't reached out them ourselves. And our brothers say. Teach them. Teach them. To lean not on themselves. But on those higher up. Who must learn to receive.
There's a time coming pretty soon. When we're going to need to. We're going to need to badly. They spoke of the law of multiplied vibrations. And they said. When man learns the tremendous power of his thoughts. And that love with thoughts. Is a force which has more power and more impact.
Than any atom bomb. If mankind will use it in quantity. If all the United States will use it. To work together. And think and send out. Thoughts with essence. With love. We haven't tried it.
We don't know. We've never tried it. We say. Maybe it'll work. Is this trying it? When the time comes that we say. God help us. Because I've lost my job.
I haven't any money. I've got cancer. My son's got tumor. God help us. When as a nation. We say God help us. We'll find out what power that has. We'll find out.
Because all those fellows out there. By the thousands believe me. Thousands of ships out there. Are just waiting for that call. That's all they're waiting for to come. It's a law of cosmos. That they may not interfere with us. Until we call for help.
And until we call for help from the heart. And the masses. The majority. That's what's going to do it. When our backs are to the wall. When we're faced with a hydrogen bomb. And we have nothing else to do. Nothing else to turn to.
Then we'll say. God help us. In quantity. And then you will see the power coming. Because that's the law of returning vibrations. We send this out. And it's heard. And it comes back a hundredfold.
And their power is strong. Because it's God's sense. Because they say so. We're depending upon our five senses. Upon our material things. When in all this universe. We're only looking through one slip. When we depend upon a material thing.
Ha. They spoke to the twelve levels of conscious attainment. I wish it were in the wisdom of the universe. It's in the cosmic attainment. Which I've run out of. And we'll have to have more of them printed. Twelve levels of conscious attainment. You know where we stand?
Down at the bottom. Here is the twelve. And the first three are pure materiality. We're down there. We think we're the top. And we're the bottom. We've been given a neon of time. To work out of materiality.
Out of these first three. Bottom levels. And now it's the end of the eon. And these fellows are coming. On instruction. To test the minds of man. And record. The sheep.
And who? The goat. Which one of these. Are ready. To continue civilization. In case somebody gets trigger happy with that hydrogen bomb. And who's going to have to go back to first grade. And what's telling them?
We are. They know our thoughts. They know your thoughts before you ask them. And as a man thinketh. So is he. Everything that's been written in our book of history and prophecy. As they call it. Is so true.
It's more true than we want to know. And they're recording these minds. Has anyone else felt the band on the head? Quite a few people are feeling it. You've been recording. Maybe some of you will never feel it. Maybe they can't reach you. What kind of thinking.
Goes on. Have we lived the laws? Do we want to live them? Even if we've broken everyone. Do we now want to live them? Are we willing to say. God help us we'll do it. Then we'll begin to rise out of this.
Bottom three levels. Because those fellows in the fourth density. Remember what the chap in San Francisco said. There is no difference between the third and the fourth density. Except the difference in manifestation. But that manifestation. Is because of thinking. Because of a rise in stature of consciousness.
Because of a willingness. To learn and to adhere. To the higher principles. To the cosmic laws. And when he can move. Into the fourth and the fifth and the sixth densities. The atoms of their body can vibrate at such a high rate of speed. That our limited eyesight can no longer see it.
They're there. They're just vibrating higher and faster and faster. And as it goes on up the ladder. To seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven and twelve. It vibrates so fast that it becomes pure light. Light spirit. Angels. There was a man once.
Who came from that high plane. That twelfth plane. He said. I am the light. The truth. And the way. And he said another commandment. I give unto you.
That you love one another. As I have loved you.
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But they said. We don't believe you. True of it. Kill him. And two thousand years later. We're still young. Have we come so far. Are we so advanced.
Are we such godlike beings. That we can point a finger at anyone. As a civilization on this earth. We have ourselves to look at. Each one. We have a long ways to go. And there is yet time. But fast.
For we are being counted. And they're separating now the sheep from the goats. And we're doing it ourselves. By our own thoughts. And if the moment comes. As it may. Because what are we getting ready for. Are we getting ready for peace.
Then why are we building munitions. Or are we getting ready for war. Anything we get ready for. We all have. And great civilizations have gone down before us. Atlantis. Babylon. Crete.
Who wouldn't be the first. They've had many signs. Many signs to show us. And all the way through our prophecies. Clear back to Enoch. The first. God is quoted to say. If you do not follow my laws.
This will happen to you. He was not threatened. He was saying this. You will bring upon yourself. If you do not follow my laws. So here we are. At the end of an eon. 26,000 years we've had.
To learn this lesson. And now comes a decision. Shall we go on into the fourth density of this rise. To Christhood. To Godhood. Do we go back to the second. To the first. Do we destroy ourselves completely.
From all infinity. They're coming now. Crying. Oh no. People of earth. Oh no our brothers. We've had to place you there. We love you.
We've watched you. We've sent our messengers. Our teachers. We're ready to take you back now. But you're ready to come. But oh no our brothers of earth. You will not get out of your prison the way you're doing it. You will not get paroled like that.
Smashing and pushing and blasting. Your way out into the universe. Oh no. You have to work with the laws of cosmos. We've shown you before. And we'll show you again. This is the way. If you like I'll read the question.
And then Mrs. Coxall will answer the question to the best of her ability. First is there a practical application of this force in one mortal world. Or in our mortal world. I suppose you're speaking of the thought force. Yes there certainly is. And I was trying to convey that the brothers have said. That if we as a nation. Or we as a civilization.
Particularly if we as a nation. Would all. With one accord. Use our thought force. Not as a force as we know force. But as a love call. Calling. And extending our love to all humanity on earth and in cosmos.
And this is without reservation. In other words. Love our enemies. Love all races. Without any reservation. And with that in mind. Calling for help. Knowing that we will.
Comply with cosmic laws. If we then. All at once and all do it with the same force. Yes. The brothers have said we have no idea yet. Of the tremendous force. Of love and thought. Because it is God created.
And what the creator creates. Is by far greater in power. Than anything man can do. And we have yet to understand this. But we will. How can we become attuned to the higher beings and their messages. An interesting suggestion was made to me for. All higher attunements.
I can well understand that different people require different tactics. But it was suggested to me. And I have freely offered it to others. And it does seem to be of great benefit. The main thing to do is to forget self. Which is often hard to do. And it took me three years to begin to understand this. How to overcome thinking of self.
But they have suggested. That if I or you. Go outdoors each night. And look stand alone. Where you can see the sky. And take in the total. Sky area. Realizing that every pinpoint of light out there.
Carries thousands of people just like us. Only a budget. And when we look and look and think out there. And try to imagine the kinds of people. And family lives that are living in all those spots of light. Infinite. Infinite. When you do this.
By the half hour. Every night. For a week. Good evening. You're awfully small. You learn to step back. And recognize the magnitude of the creator. Then with that feeling.
You have a reverence. For a mind which can create all this. And pull strings on all minds and people. And worlds and systems. And cosmic beings. Flying interplanetary. And you even have respect for him. Because he has confined us.
Until we know better. Then you're in tune. Then you'll be reached. And when you begin to hear. Even so little. A voice. Of that inner voice. And you listen.
As to a long distance telephone conversation. The best instruction I had was stop thinking. And receive. How to stop thinking? You're not here anymore. Because there's so much. You're part of the universe. And you begin to hear.
If you are truly listening. You're not thinking. You'd be surprised. How much we don't listen. Because we're thinking. It's a lot of self work. To be achieved. Have you been advised to go.
On a special diet. Oh dear. What's that all about? No. In order to carry on your work. No. No. No.
You don't think. It's part of the plan. It's a. Actually. Yes. It was suggested. And when I followed it. I felt wonderful.
And when I didn't follow it. I felt cold. And this was to reduce. The meat. To nothing. No meat in the system. And I think. When we think about it.
Taking the life. Of any animal. For our own stomachs. Is really a little over thinking. We don't need to. We can live on. Berries. And fruits.
And figs. And nuts. And the fruits of the Garden of Eden. That were given to us. We don't have to kill. We don't have to kill. Any animal. Because when you understand.
This whole. Story. And the long dissertations. About the life energy. Being a man. And an animal. I didn't plan it for that matter. It's sacrilege.
It's amazing. When you find the Book of Enoch. If you find. The Book of Enoch. A larger copy than this one. I hope. You hang on to it. And let me buy it from you.
The Book of Enoch. Is a large edition. In the Los Angeles. Public Library. Which they will not permit to go out. It's in there. In their section of. Religion and Philosophy.
And be worth your time. To stop in there. And ask for it. And read even parts of it. I have tried repeatedly. To obtain this particular volume. Which was printed in England. In 1896.
And is out of print. And is a very scholarly book. Done by R.H. Charles. Who has spent. Considerable. Many years. Working at it.
Putting the pieces together. From various countries. Egypt. And. Caldeon. From the Aramaic. And from the Slavonic. And Ethioptic.
And translating. And translating. And he has all these references. References to where they came from. And the original tongues. And the original Hebrew. And so forth. And he has references to.
The similar paragraphs. In our Bible. And then. The Dead Sea Scrolls. And so forth. It is a treatise. That I very much wish to own. In my search for even.
A second hand copy of it. This one showed up. In San Francisco. From San Francisco. And it was by. Someone else. But. I mean.
The translations were by someone else. It's very. Much more. Incomplete. And not nearly so good. The translations. Nor are the many many. References or other possibilities.
Given in it. Still it's better than not at all. But periodically I go back to the library. And read this other one. And I hope sometime it will show up. How do they test the minds of people. Do they ask questions or just listen. They just listen.
That's all I need. I suppose in a way they must ask questions. But remember that. In asking a question. They project a thought to your mind. And you don't necessarily have to hear that question. But your mind works on it. There are three stages of thought transmission.
One we get as a sort of a feeling or a hunch. This we've accepted as thought without really understanding why. And the other is. We really. Suddenly realize we've got an idea. Where did that idea come from. Gee. We didn't have that a minute ago.
And we really recognize that it comes from someplace else. We don't know where. And the third stage is great. Very very. But we get so. Carefully attuned. That we are not so self-important anymore. That they can break through.
And reach that mind that's getting so busy. Just remember. We're radio sets. If you're turning the dials up and down, up and down, up and down, up and down. You can't get any one station. And if you're turning the dial real loud. How do you expect to hear the man next to it. Trying to talk softly.
Tune ourselves in. That's a tune. Is family life anything like ours on other planets. Well I haven't been there. But I can only. I only know by what little that has been said. And that apparently is. Very much so.
How many space persons are there living in California. I'm not committed to say. But you'd be surprised. What is the stone that set me awake. Well I've had it for too many years. I can't answer it. What about the banks that mention these. What?
Books. What about the books that mention those from other planets. Who do not express better than love. Well I don't know what this refers to do you. Because there's been only one expression. In all the contactees. That I know personally and know of. And I counted one time 27 contactees that I know personally.
There was only one other who is not a contactee. Who has written the book. Who speaks of anything but love. And all 27. Contactees that I have known personally. All have the same message. But the one who is not a contactee. And wrote a book.
Does not speak of love. Doesn't that answer you? Have you an explanation. Of the sons of. Of the sons of God came down. From the daughters of men there. Is. I don't know.
An awful lot about this. Sons of daughters. The sons of God. Marrying with the daughters of men. I don't know enough about it to answer your question. But I do know that it happened. Long ago and that even Enoch mentions it. But I do believe that without my searching.
Carefully to answer it. As well as I should. That it has been my assumption of what I gathered on this. That those were the angels. Who. Long ago. Came down. Those are the very high beings.
The beings of light. But this was long before. A denic man was. Pleased here. I hope I've. Helped you to understand some other things. And it's been wonderful talking with you. Wasn't this a wonderful talk?
Thank you Mrs. Troxell. And on behalf of this unit. I hope that in the not too distant future. You will favor us with another talk. Thank you.